In this small article we make an attempt to examine the relationship of existential experience with the situation, the beginning of the start-up process of selecting a person teaching profession and specificity of this moment of self-consciousness associated with the emergence of a sense of his destiny.We will try to see the point of this choice, more precisely simulate the kind of conventional length, algorithm development of the situation, the experience of the "here and now", the time structure of professional identity, find some approaches to try to find out the specifics and dramatic aspects of this moment.
This profession, the work of the school teacher, in our view has unique characteristics in the context of the issues of life, or rather, the existential aspect of the existence of the phenomenon of the individual teachers, the essential problems of the deepest connections and professional self-development of the teacher.We would also be interesting to find approaches to the identification of the original laws of the teacher's personality influence the strategy of the formation of internal processes of self-development of children, especially the creation of the prerequisites of spiritual self-motivation of the students themselves.
problem of psychological adaptation to the profession and there is a beginning teacher and a teacher with a long experience.
main motive of self-identification with the choice of profession is quite difficult to trace, it is often beyond the self-reflection, and occurs at a latent level.
It is often apparent binding motivation to hereditary or external adscititious time identity is just starting, the manifestation of the existing border availability of man to the teacher.It can be said that the specifics of the teacher in the suggestive level already exists in latent form until its disclosure or awareness of man's vocation.
In our view, the time of the selection of the teaching profession is linked to the subjective experience of a level no different humanitarian settings "utility" or any other social reflection.Rather, it can be assumed that any profession connected with the specifics of communication, especially communication has responsibilities in its very basis, it can be selected on the basis of suggestive, the unconscious person's consent to take part in the activities, originally rooted in the existential ground of being.
Sense of existence can not be experienced literally or on any available level of self-reflection, or emotionally, is what Heidegger described as "presence". [4]Presence, which is only indirectly can be ascertained by us again, not on the fact of experience, and only peripheral vision is always "before" and "after", but never "in".The very moment of choice is in the border zone, more precisely, if we imagine the perception of the border having two sides (like any border), the very point of origin is in the process of choosing, relatively speaking, "terminal" area, the boundaries of our subjective attention available to ourconsciousness at best, as a kind of indirect presence flicker draws our attention with its originality, its difference from the usual psycho-emotional background, a sense of being.
Motive "on" subjective human consciousness, his awareness of his problematic professional affiliation, specialization, can only occur in the transition of information from "external" to "internal" to us, is already available remotely reflekcii, side.The very moment of crossing the conditional border width can be considered as no-man's land, the area of inaccessibility is the most important moment of choice, the middle of the boundary line.
This is not what Karl Jaspers called the "cipher" [5, p.56].Code can and must solve, and therefore the code, this is the first encounter of the subject with the fact that it provokes attention to certain internal issues, actually what's called suffering, shadow gap, a factor of nothing, emptiness. Loss usual attitude, even for a moment, this is a breakthrough of pure existence, touch Lachesis, since it is unknown how becoming manifested gradually because the other side of the boundary condition unknown fact, the point of reflection way binding, without further disclosure of this cipher ispredictive model coiled.This model exists, of course, in a schematic and is experienced as impersonal living through the horror mixed with joy or fear. It is no more and no less than once a clash with the unknown, as a collision, which became famous for the fact of its obscurity.
moment experience without reflection experiences, this is what is referred to as "presence."And that is a projection of the present, it can be termed as "co-presence" - the fact of awareness of the problem without any possibility of understanding and comprehension, without a strategy of rational analysis.Heidegger writes in his work "Time and Being": "Admit the presence of means: to withdraw from hiddenness, bring in transparency." [4, s.394]
moment of choice of the teaching profession is not possible without the co-presence of existential cipher,as the uncertain duration of the latent, hidden existential suffering and experiences of the transition phase to the primary intuitive sense, in other words, self-manifestation of the cipher as a cipher.
And here is already at the primary level, it is manifested the true nature of the individual.This extreme transition state of weightlessness is experienced as a loss of support, the usual vital basis.Already at this level a person chooses, makes the primary, often unconscious choices dictated by its intrinsic qualities of the genetic memory of ancestors - whether to accept these new capabilities, whether to accept the call or to deprive him as lodging too high demands of duty and social responsibility.
key to understanding the fact of selecting a person teaching profession is spetsifikum, or rather the uniqueness of the situation from the point of view of the subject.It is certain conventionality the duration of the period of indirect, implicit border indirect effect of uncertainty of the concept of subjective time, or rather, go through it from the darkness to the implicit lock on the fact that something is already there in the darkness.
thing is the perception threshold of awareness through the first touch, the co-presence of intuition with its ontologically necessary codes.Borders indirectly perceived subjective time, more of the time, or the switch point end up in a sense, in the sense of the necessity and inevitability of decay problem.It is, in fact, the transition from the eidetic uncertainty in discrete, and therefore, fixed phase as cash code being as iconic images. This transition to the capabilities already semantic decoding, decryption, approaching even a certain sense of fatal inevitability of a professional choice the longer, more painful and passes with greater intensity so great psycho-emotional stress, the more complex the structure of the alleged creative activities that a person chooseson an intuitive level.
Intuition - it is, in fact, there are a number of co-presence with the presence of existence, pure moment of contact with existence, the essence of which represents the middle of the middle of the border, the middle of the inbound space, the substantial nature of the incarnation of the state border.
So, it can be assumed that the professions related to the basic concept of the debt service related to the implementation of the heavy, but necessary social responsibilities and, therefore, significant and important for the preservation of society in the course of time, occupation, resisting the destructive influence of time,They can not be selected without any extreme conditions, even if one can not keep track of them on the level of reflection. Moment particular choice of the teaching profession (consideration of other professions in the context of systems analysis typologies subjective situation goes far beyond the format of this article), is impossible without suggestive forecast, followed by attempts to decrypt the cipher.
where in any case it does not go on the analytical and logical aspects of rational activity, which may be preceded by the subsequent choice or to follow him.Moments of pure abstraction lies elsewhere, the information from the outside, no relation to the states forming pervoimpuls volitional activity are not.The experience of others, or even lies before experience of ancestors - this is not a personal experience of human activity, it is a chance, nothing more.For the moment the choice of profession is important not experienced paradoxical contact with worry, but what can not be experienced, that it is impossible to survive, making it almost impossible to see the boundaries of their own feelings.
But, nevertheless, this boundary is, is that the land adjacent to the draw, neutral territory between the limit, subthreshold non-perception and the feeling that this limit exists nearby.This is "Metaxa" absolutely impossible between Eidos perception is their way of transcending existential, incarnation (and existential and it is, in fact, Sophiological moment, the moment and eidetic state border and passing eidos Sophia, his next incarnation), and a sense of eidetic contact, the sacrament of co-presence of meaning and, most importantly, a sense of belonging sense.
area of the border area so dramatic, the more complex the projected level of duty that has been laid before any conscious motivation. Actually this "code" is a kind of forecasting, in the language of the Romans, "Amor Fati" love of fate.
This love of nature and stay there, acceptance of fate, in the time of Kant's neutrality: "In line with this pure form of sensuous intuitions in general, the form in which is contemplated, it would be in the mind a priori.» [2, p.96] The very pure form of sensibility will also be called pure contemplation.Selecting the teaching profession as a private course, an election may result subject to the frustrations of the hardest stay near the border, close to the presence status codes without the ability to easily and immediately his guess.It knew and described the level of genius myths in Franz Kafka's story "Before the law" - the image of a person seeking to enter the gates of the law closer to the pure existence.Kafka writes about the person asking the porter to go to the gates of the law.But the gatekeeper does not allow to pass.After a person is trying to find out whether it is possible to pass later."Well, that's possible," he answers the doorkeeper, "but not now" [3, p.97].
Kafka very succinctly expressed the image of the boundaries of knowledge, which opens in its entirety only after a person's death, and after a long, long life expectations, but the paradox of the situation is that the gate is open, always open, and only the man himself, afraid to alert the guard gatehe can not enter into them.
alternative to this severity, "narrow way" in death as the limit (of Kafka - it is impossible), the same illusory lightness of being, characteristic for selecting "broad way" in the Christian context, the choice of professions, where comfort and "success" are psevdoparadigmoyand where the possibility of sacred humility, by definition ottorgaema person already considered hypothetical subjective level.
Frustration must be present "within" zones, between the absolute darkness of ignorance and darkness of twilight dawn, it includes special knowledge;this knowledge, of course, has nothing to do with reason and is traditionally understood that such reflection, it is knowledge that can be determined in the context of understanding the Kantian concept of reason [2].
compound our ignorance internally contained in the code leads to a knowledge of the unconscious suffering.Externally it can be manifested in unwarranted anxiety state convolution internal psychological time;This compound feelings of joy are born of contact with eidetic experiences abroad as some form of structure-our mind, and the horror of the same fact.The merger of joy and terror - is the strongest experience, but it is not the most diagnosed of all internal states, it is unnatural compound is a sense of border states prior informed choice is the "narrow way" in which the symbol prahristianskie times was the myth of colliding rocks, the passage between Scylla and Charybdis.
Premonition of fate, its preventive, predictive acceptance laid on this neutral territory, at "zero", this is the zone of suffering, taking personal cross precisely because people are faced with the expectation of the unknown, it zastupaniem without zastupaniya.
mind knows the mind realizes.Mind - a system of puzzles, a labyrinth, and a way of disentangling the coil is longer than the greater the risk.
Positive motivation is what is called constructive activities, conscience, all this is only the external design complex state visit existence in us, it is like a touch of stretch.Therefore, the profession related to the field of communication, especially communication related to the concept of training, the transfer of creative experience, by definition, can not not normally experienced by the subject as problematic already at the level of latent suggestive forecast. So, the higher and more complex level of specificity of the proposed activities and the teaching profession with good reason can be attributed to the most complex, the higher the level extremality problematic and stiffness experienced by man, albeit a completely different degree of perceived inception latent choosing this profession as such. This particular specific suffering that can later be projected already obvious psycho-emotional sphere conscious reflexing.We do not always have the quality of care for such processes.In fact, the "collective unconscious" Jung, integral species feeling like part of the human egregore, a sense essentially impersonal, and, nevertheless, on the border of perception in the area of "Metaxa" acquiring vaguely perceived indirectly personified aspect of existence.It is close empathy, just extremely concentrated scrutinizing a scanning sense of self, and the adequacy of samoidentifitsirovannosti every moment of existence, trying to get closer to the roots of his own essential identity, in fact humanity itself initially given.All this is the basic practice of self-identity, endless approximation to the purest aspects of existence, creatureliness, life on the edge of the abyss, or already own it, it's all the necessary professional qualities of the teacher.
experience address the problem of existence, endless attempts to reduce the path to it, and therefore to its own nature, to its own existence, can not be interrupted, this is part of any work related to the communicative aspects of the unique personal experience, it is necessary to turn out a teacher, without which noneither the choice of profession, nor the subsequent professional activity.Experience is often dramatic, sometimes tragic, again due to the inherent obligation of special profession, experienced man long before the conscious decision.
This sense immanent in everything, but there are professions where necessary it is impossible to jump unnoticed through the experience a secret, sacred fixation, stop, stasis, silence certain agreements, the agreement of intent has yet to begin to realize the need to choose the most.
Of course, the jump will happen, but only when there will be a latent The election of the obligation to choose a person goes through the co-presence of the touch borders, when he will survive this moment of pure, sterile fear of nothingness.Existence - this being pure eidos as eidos not covered transcendence.This disclosure it eidos in the world, this time actually dying alive, only then is the formation of motivation, perceived as an intuitive desire, a form of spiritual passion.It's something called LNGumilev passionarity [1], energemnym impulse embodied in the subsequent volitional activity.
