- unlikely that we are living now, really aware of the fact that each of nas.voleyu fate yavldyaetsya not only witness, but the real party to the collapse of our great country.
... It seems very recently, just yesterday, we are all inhabitants of the world's great powers -
Soviet Union - clenched rigid framework of party dogma, overwhelmed with a constant concern for their daily bread in the endless queues for the necessities in life, in the Table Talkkitchens, private conversations in the smoking room, saunas, generally wherever we felt that we were not overheard partorgany, spetsorgany and other guardians of the foundations, complained about the mediocrity and hopelessness of their existence, the fact that the first day of birth until the end of lifeeach of us, just a cog in the machine, once and for all prednoznachals his place in society.
"What could we snout with a cloth, but in Kalashny number?"-beznadezhno dismissed those of us who are able to run-down land was transformed into an oasis of fertility who could instead build the same type of residential boxes in the towns and villages of the beautiful towers and palaces, whose scientific, technical, humanitarian development could become a national and international pride, but whocould not do the conscience, the principles to be honest and decent chelovekom.Sistema valued and put forward because only those who could praise her skilful, unscrupulous demagogues, flattering careerists and their ilk.If
who knew how many of us have complained in the soul there is no genuine human rights and freedom in the country, the need to participate in demonstrations and elections pokazushnyh where everything is predetermined and where always present 99.9 percent agreed.
And as we were unhappy with the widespread shortage of basic necessities in life, with fantastic Overfulfillment volumes proizvodstva.Vyplavlyaya metal is several times greater than the rest of the world, producing more than anyone else on the planet tissue, the country could not ensure prosperity in its populationordinary pots, a simple cotton sheets.
a low voice, looking back, we resented the widespread looting of public property and products proizvodstva.Pri this, many of us, even people who consider themselves in an atmosphere of general moral decline, and they themselves were not averse to grab the sly, that is bad, justifying themselves bythat anyway, they say, it is wasted or other utaschat.A disappeared, and even deliberately destroyed, a large part of output - due to its inability to promptly remove, store, use.
deeply resented many of us greed and corruption of the party and Soviet authorities and their numerous lackeys who always got it all, and through connections: accommodation, trips to resorts, food and clothing from the shelves, warehouse and baz.Prigeneral shortage of everything.
And then it seemed to many that these caught stealing and snickering "owners" of the country and promised us a substituted substitute pioneers paradise. ubiquity gained in these years, uncomplicated song by an unknown author, which, as well as possible, summarize this general discontent and fraud conviction.
Wake Ilyich! Look at our "happiness", This Party Congress have become a hopeless liar.
As we live under the yoke of despotism,
thou hast conquered victories.
gained widespread at that time in the anti-Soviet and anti-party people anekdoty.I most curious was that the influence and authority of polupristoynyh, semi-verbal comic tales appeared inexpressibly above numerous publications in the media, movies, books about our "happy" lifeand "excellent" reality measterski and even talent made us well under tough literally become reflexive self-control, under the watchful eye of ideological censorship.
We have learned the language of Aesop: say one thing, think and do drugoe.Perenimali each other's ability to put a particle of truth between the printed lines and then read ih.S secret sympathy and approval listened to some of the rumors about the action we dissidentov.Samymi bizarre ways minedwe banned literature were read and eyu.Pripadali at night to the radio, ready to listen to the voices of the enemy, at least a little lifts the veil of official lies and deception.
friendly and massively rushed many of us into the world of dreams alcoholc, drunken looseness, giving an illusory détente succumb dushe.Kolichestvo alcoholics in recent years of Soviet power has reached 22 million people.
And so it was unbearable davleyuschee over all of us the realization that it is impossible to change anything, to improve, so oppressive was the burden of unbelief rpazdvoenosti and denial of everything that is already the law pereaolnennogo steam boiler was bound to cause a large-scale disaster.
izzh Today, many of those who could not fit in the new conditions of life, as well as some political forces are trying to impose their own, far from reality, in fact konyukturnym taktovku sobytiy.Pytayutsya the present fall of the Soviet Union as a result of the betrayal of the partytop, razrushitelnogog action internal fifth column, the result of the enemy's external action.
All this from lukavogo.My something you fully understand the soul, which, of course, was razrushitellnoe external effects, and the betrayal of the party leadership was, but they do not crush the power of the Great Strany.Sovsem another thing that is external andinternal exposure fell on fertile soil of our secret aspirations and desires.
must honestly and frankly admit it we are: ordinary citizens, farmers, scientists with degrees, officials and party functionaries, journalists and leaders of all ranks, members of state securities of - in a word, all the Soviet people, to a greater or lesser extent,solid mind and memory with his own hands helped to collapse the Great Empire and I -SSSR public formatsii.Imenno, synonym is, no one came out to protest against the closure of the CPSU and the collapse of the country.
destructional Avalanche our instinctive resistance, mass emotional desire for veremeni, a fanatical belief that the worst is not led to a hitherto unprecedented in the history of mankind Revolution subconscious , which proved powerless before the strongest bastiony.Proizoshel revolution in our heads thatcould only legally and documented zakrepit.Chto was done Bellarussii leaders, Ukraine and Rossii.Sdelano was, of course it is, for it is drugoyy vorovski.No question.
disappeared overnight to.chto all seemed unshakable, nesokrushimym.Rassypalis the winds fetters of dogmatism and nachetnichestva.Okazalis defeated former idols and idealy.I ... come to understand that they do not even blame and not the last oprohvostivsheesya party leadership - fault inFirst, the idea to create one of us blinkered, bespolyh.idealnyh people, and secondly, we are all to blame appeared -vozhzhelavshie overnight all the benefits of the world, without regard to their capabilities and zaslug.A with this understanding it and then call to.chtovague time and time lost vozmozhnostey.Prishlo understanding that we have lost not only the system, but also of the sebya.No regret this later turned out to be.
